Memories!

As she laughed so hard,
She remembered: The people who made her laugh before!
Who are never to be there again!

She had been that kind of person all long!
Smiling and laughing!
But, today was different!
Laughing caused a pain, that would always remain!
She wants to forget that!
Not the people!
The fact, that the pain would always remain!
But all she can do is endure it,
That the sharp killing feeling inside her!
She does that!
Just to live one more day!
Just to live those memories again!

As she heard someone saying that she was beautiful,
She remembered: The moments that made her appear so elegant!
The moments she felt that she was more than what she was seen by the world,
Those seconds where she was beyond the body that possessed her!
But, now, all she can do is breath in those lost moments!
She does that!
Just to live one more day!
Just to live those memories again!

As someone made her promises,
She remembered: The cute broken ones, Hers and others!
Dangling like a ghost, haunting her all the way!
Causing a fear that promises will eventually be broken!
All she can do is feed those ghosts with her terror!
Making them powerful day by day!
She does that!
Just to live one more day!
Just to live those memories again!

When tears escape her eyes!
All she can do is let them flow!
And she does that!
Just to live one more day!
Just to live those memories again!